Something About Us

Friday - Saturday , 26 - 27 December 2008

Today my girlfriend went clubbing. i don't know whether is it i'm being too sensestive or what. I don't really feel good about it. Clubbing is one of the thing she like to do, one of her hobby, one of the way for her to release her work stress. but sometimes if she release too much she will tend to drink more and get drunk. Tomorrow is our 2nd month anniversary and i can't confirm whether we are celebrating or not. It all depend onhow she feel tomorrow. I don't think she will feel like having dinner and movie if she got hang over. But i really hope she remember that we are watching "Bedtime Stories" tomorrow.

Sunday, 28 December 2008

She remembered! we had our dinner at plaza sing and watch Bedtime Stories. After the movie we went to Bliss at Punggol Park to chill for awhile. I'm impressed. Althought we celebrated our 2nd month anniversary but it just doesn't seems to be enough fo rher. Maybe she don't like a simple movie and dinner date. I don't know where else to go. Singapore is so small. I don't wanna bring her to somewhere that will remind her of her ex-boyfriend. Anyway, happy moment doesn't last long. We quarrel again through MSN. She started to say she can't feel my love again. It make me feels like what i did was nto enough for her. She expect more from me. But have she ever wonder do i feel her love too? Honestly i can't really feel it. She seems like she doesn't care about what i do and where i go. Sometimes i even wonder did she even appreciate what i did and endured? how long can we last if things like that keep going on? I really don't know.

Monday, 29 December 2008

Every little things i did for you, you throw it away.

First Date

Today is our first week, first date. I chose to gave her a normal date. A movie that she is interested, a not very expensive dinner and wondering around vivo city. overall was pretty good, just that there are some minor behaviour i don't really like. For example smoking. I allow her to smoke infront of me but i still hope i can see her trying to quit. I don't want to control her so i can't expect much form her. All i can do was to hint her and hope she got my message. Anyway i do enjoy today's date and i hope to date her again soon.

Sometimes i wonder what makes both of us fall for each other. we don't really have many things in common. For example she likes KTV pub which i dislike, she prefer horror movies than action and i prefer action than horror, she loves clubbing and i don't, she enjoy making fun of other people which i don't and of cause she smokes and i don't. There's more but i can't remember now. It's funny. What makes two person who doesn't have many things in common can like each other? Who knows this may be the reason why my feelings for her grow stronger and stronger everyday.

Day 3

I've started a relationship with a girl who i never ever thought that i would be with. Never thought that the relationship i have been waiting for so long is gonna be so amazing. or "special". This is a relationship that i couldn't share with my friends and family. Today is the 3rd day and i finally realise why my chest have been aching everytime i think of her. I can feel that this relationship couldn't last for long. Even if i kenw about this i still wanna be with her, that's because i really like her and i can't stop this feeling for her. She is special to me. Already.